Tuesday, September 30, 2008 ♥
I FUCKING HATE LEWIS WATERWORTH. I HOPE YOUR READING THIS LEWIS! I HATE YOU SO DAMN FUCKING SHITTING MUCH. YOUR AN ASS HOLE/BASTARD/BITCH/CIBAI BOY/FUCKER/DICK HEAD/PUSSY/SHIT FACE/FUCK FACE/ASS HOLE/ASS HOLE/ASS HOLE. etc. WHAT THE HELL IS YOUR PROBLEM?!!!!! ARE YOU RETARDED OR SOMETHING???? DO YOU FUCKING KNOW WHATS ENGLISH? DO YOU UNDERSTAND IT? YOUR MAKING EVERYONES LIFE BAD. YOU SHOULD FUCKING DIE!! GO BACK TO HELL ASS HOLE. YOU SHOULD HAVE STAYED IN MANCHESTER. WE DONT NEED YOU HERE!! I HATE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH.
i know you guys are wondering why the hell do i hate him so much. but its a long story. its about me, zharif, the fuck face lewis. but then afterwards some other people got involved in this too because of the dick headed lewis. for those who knows the whole story, here's what he text me last night. shockingly.
9.04 p.m
lewis peler babi : do you want zharif back? :)
me : what the fuck. omfg. HAHAHA. what the hell man. WHAT THE HELL. hahahaha! are you serious lewis?!! hahahahahah.
lewis peler babi : lol. u wan?
me : he has a gf! dont you have somthing else to do beside getting us back together again? omg. its been months now. get over it lewis!!
lewis peler babi : R u over him?Drake bell-i know
me : yes im over him. very very over him okay??
lewis peler babi : drake bells song reminds u of who?
me : reminds me of no one! pls stop what your trying to do. ugh. piss off! get a life!
lewis peler babi : what if i knew something tht u wanted to know?
me : -dint reply-
i mean like, what is he trying to do??!!! wtf. WTF. its like, he has nothing else to do!! is he trying to piss me off?? HUH? ARE YOU LEWIS? just when you left miri, i was so happy. and now, YOUR BACK AND YOUR BRINGING THIS UP AGAIN? WTF IS YOUR PROBLEM. READ THIS. IM-SO-OVER-HIM-AND-I-WILL-NEVER-FEEL-THE-SAME-TOWARDS-HIM-EVER-AGAIN-A-S-S-H-O-L-E!!!!!!!
THERE! fucktard.
so then today, joan sent me this thru msn..
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lewis 10 says:y u wana knw y i ask jasmin
joan. says:
cos u bug her again.
lewis 10 says:
lol
lewis 10 says:
she wants him bak
lewis 10 says:
is she online
joan. says:
she doesnt want him back
lewis 10 says:
right
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AGAIN. WAT THE FUCK LEWIS!!!!!!!!!!!! I SO DONT WANT HIM BACK. AS IF THERES NO OTHER GUY IN THIS WORLD! AS IF THERES ONLY HIM! DO U THINK HE'S THAT GOOD OR HANDSOME OR CHARIMING OR WHATEVER, THAT I'LL NEVER GET OVER HIM? WELL IM OVER HIM FUCK FACE! I FUCKING WANA BEAT YOU UP SO BADLY. ASS HOLE. UGH!!!!!!!!! you just piss me off so much!!! I CANT STAND YOU! GO TO HELL.
i mean like, its not even any of his business. he doesn't have a life, you see. thats why he bugs me so much. thats why he is so full of shit. i bet his own mum dont even love him. i think no one in this world even likes him! even his GRANDMA! because he is the BIGGEST JERK in this world. fucking shittard. I HATE YOU. so FUCK YOUR WAY BACK TO HELL. FUCKING SHIT HEAD. AHH! im so not satisfied with this. i want you to die! get back in your mothers vagina ass hole. and dont come out!! i hate your mum for giving birth to YOU!
i just wanna kick your DICK. and beat you up with a BATT. UNTIL YOUR FUCKING DIE! I HATE YOU! and remember that theres people who wants to look for you now that your back in MIRI. ugh.
everyone who reads this should HATE LEWIS too. he talks big tht i just wanna stitch up his friggin LIPS. no! CHOP IT OFF. AH! i fuckiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing HATE HIM. SHIT. i wish u'd die a.s.a.p! mother fucker. son of a bitch. RETARD. full of SHIT. uGH!!!!!!!
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8:42 AM
8:42 AM
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i have been under so much of pressure this 3 days. i hate my life so much. seriously. i wish i could just run away right now, to somewhere far. FAR away from here. i hate this place, i hate the people who make me feel like shit. and those people are, that woman, that guy, that guy, and that guy. cant u all just let me live MY LIFE the way i want to??! god! leave me alone.
i want to do what i want. so stop controlling me! stop telling me what to do! stop blaming for everything! stop making my life so hard! why can u be like other people? why do u have to be so mean, and cruel to me. your such a bitch. dont think your always right, when your wrong. why cant you listen to what i have to say? why cant you mind your own business? why cant you just give me a chance? why do you have to treat me like a kid? why cant u keep your promise? why cant you leave me alone? why do you have to treat me this way?
you dont know how MUCH i feel like hurting those four person so badly.
someone please save me. i want to grow wings so i can fly away to somewhere i'd be happy, and stressed-free. i feel like my brain is going to blow up any minute now. and i got a feeling that this raya is going to be the worst ever. what i need right now is, some time alone. SIGH* i better get ready for dinner now, so bye.
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1:44 AM
1:44 AM
Saturday, September 27, 2008 ♥
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i want to...
1. go to the beach alone, and cry/scream as loud as i can.
2. play that song over, and over again because it reminds me of him.
3. sing like i've never sing before.
4. watch "friends" coz it makes me happy.
5. eat eat eat.
6. ask someone to slap me.
7. hug someone.
8. text him.
9. smoke(kidding)
10. slap that little fat bitch that is playing with my sisters right now. i hate her.
i feel so...
1. fucked up
2. emo
3. sad
4. frustrated
5. pissed off
i know. this is so unlike me. but i think i've fallen for him again. why jas, why! eeh. i dont feel like blogging now. there's so many people bugging me. maybe some other time then. bye. heh.
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6:29 AM
6:29 AM
Friday, September 26, 2008 ♥
Felicia Julin. i finally have the time/mood to blog!
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder.
boys like girls-thunder
oh, i love that song. heeh.
tomorrow is a SATURDAY. and i'm breaking fast at madli with my friends. im so looking forward for it. Raya is coming soon. should be on next wednesday or a tuesday? im looking forward for that too. but at the same time im not. beacause after that, im gonna have trial exams. and the week after that, im gonna have my PMR. im still not worried about that. whyyy?? i keep telling myself to study. but i end up not doing it at all. instead im always busy on the computer. like, right now. jasmin, your such a nincompoop! poopy poopy face.
i forgot to mention that we threw my miss karen, science teacher(yakin oxford tuition centre) a surprise birthday party. wait, it was PAULS birthday too. but it was mostly for our teacher. even tho im not in that tuition anymore i was still invited by scott. aww. yeah well, i had fun there. i missed my friends especially rashid. i dono why. HAHA. and they bought teacher an oreo cheese cake. it was yummy. lol. before we surprised her, we were outside the classroom making so much noise, then she went out from the class, she was pissed. hahah. then scott accidentaly hurt his finger, so it was a good distraction for her. while we were inside the class all prepared and things, miss karen was helping with scotts finger outside. then when they got in we sang her a happy birthday song and john, i think, was holding a cake infront of her. u should have seen her face. hahaha. she was so happy. :)
hmm..okay, i think im done for today. so byee.
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1:00 AM
1:00 AM
Monday, September 8, 2008 ♥
mmm.. so tempting.
i can almost taste that lasangna. eih! stop it. control jas. guess what? our mock test is over! but we're gonna have our TRIALS 2 weeks from now. so todays exam was maths and sejarah. my sejarah sucks just so u know. so i think im gonna fail that. but maths paper 2 was good. i think i can get good marks for that but i screwed up paper 1. i dint finish about 9 questions BECAUSE, 1 hour and 15 minutes isnt enough for me to do 40 questions ok. i know im slow. heh.
yesterday was agama and science. agama, you dont need to know. haha. and science, i was so CARELESS at it! i read the questions too fast so i missed one of the question, and i know the answer! its tissue, organ, and system!!!! SEE. it was an easy one. gah. if i had written the answers i could get 3 marks for it. what a waste. huh. nincompoop.
and sunday..i made pasta. ;) it was fun coz i made it with my sister nadia. she's my assistant and im the chef. hahah. the sauce was not bad but i still prefer boatclub's maccaroni and cheese. ooh. mmm.. so anyway here's a video of my assistant. she's gonna teach u kiddies to make imaginary pasta sauce. haha..
yesterday was agama and science. agama, you dont need to know. haha. and science, i was so CARELESS at it! i read the questions too fast so i missed one of the question, and i know the answer! its tissue, organ, and system!!!! SEE. it was an easy one. gah. if i had written the answers i could get 3 marks for it. what a waste. huh. nincompoop.
and sunday..i made pasta. ;) it was fun coz i made it with my sister nadia. she's my assistant and im the chef. hahah. the sauce was not bad but i still prefer boatclub's maccaroni and cheese. ooh. mmm.. so anyway here's a video of my assistant. she's gonna teach u kiddies to make imaginary pasta sauce. haha..
the video is kinda blur coz i took it with my phone. and the ending was spoiled coz someone called me. i hope u'd learn something from this video. HAHA. i know its impossible. well thats all for now. im gonna go sleep. so, byeee.
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11:43 PM
11:43 PM