Tuesday, September 30, 2008 ♥
i have been under so much of pressure this 3 days. i hate my life so much. seriously. i wish i could just run away right now, to somewhere far. FAR away from here. i hate this place, i hate the people who make me feel like shit. and those people are, that woman, that guy, that guy, and that guy. cant u all just let me live MY LIFE the way i want to??! god! leave me alone.
i want to do what i want. so stop controlling me! stop telling me what to do! stop blaming for everything! stop making my life so hard! why can u be like other people? why do u have to be so mean, and cruel to me. your such a bitch. dont think your always right, when your wrong. why cant you listen to what i have to say? why cant you mind your own business? why cant you just give me a chance? why do you have to treat me like a kid? why cant u keep your promise? why cant you leave me alone? why do you have to treat me this way?
you dont know how MUCH i feel like hurting those four person so badly.
someone please save me. i want to grow wings so i can fly away to somewhere i'd be happy, and stressed-free. i feel like my brain is going to blow up any minute now. and i got a feeling that this raya is going to be the worst ever. what i need right now is, some time alone. SIGH* i better get ready for dinner now, so bye.